Reflection

Wow it's almost august,cant believe the year passed by in a flash.So much happened in a year.Have i started to grow,hmmm height and length wise probably not.

But somehow things are different,priorities have changed,realising what's important ,learning to look at things differently,achieved closure,even learning to open up my heart to feelings i thought were lost:).So touched that so many of my friends were always around,and given so much of support,i couldnt have done it without them,they came in many forms but always around.Not forgetting my annoying little sister

Need to start studying again,for the 2nd attempt of exams.Slowly getting the hang of anesthesia,but still quite lost,i still face each intubation with fear,but they say what doesnt kill you will make you stronger,i'm really hoping as well.

I dont see a reason to shout at the more junior doctors or the staff,people say i'm not being loud enough,but that just isnt how i am,think being firm will do.We're creating unnessary tension for everyone working and that just doesnt help.I guess different people have different style.I' just stick to mine for now,no thank you.

I'm looking forward to september,october and november,August i'm just gonna skip for now,think i'm gonna be a little sad,but recently found out life's so unpredictable,anything can happen,looking at the positive side.We'll just wait and see now shall we:)